Letter To God

Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you

Cause’ I'm coming unglued

Can you help me?

 

I’m sitting here

Simply trying to figure out

What my life’s all about

Can you show me?

 

I never wanted to be

The person you see

Can you tell me who I am?

I always wanted to die

But you kept me here alive

Is there more to who I am?

 

I lie awake

Conducting this symphony

That you have gifted to me

But I can’t ever sleep

 

Don’t be mad

But I get weak inside

And I start to fall apart

Cause I feel nothing

 

I never wanted to be

The comic relief

Can you show me who I am

I've been tortured and scorned

Since the day that I was born

Can you tell me who I am

 

I never wanted to be

This person you see

But thank you

 

Oh, God please tell me now

Are you disappointed? Are you proud?

Haven’t I done everything, everything

 

I’m so sorry I’m so weak

And I’ve turned into a freak

But I don’t know anything, anything

 

I’ve lost all self-esteem

By burying everything

Still I feel nothing, nothing

 

Oh God please tell me now

Please tell me now

Cause I feel nothing.